Yes hello we're back and we're taking calls. Now what was the question?

I hate school. Can't wait to get the fuck out.


good things in my life:
my variety show act is on a fucken rollllll
i'm so close to beating the shit out of Minesweeper
i have my online friends to escape to when i feel like shit and they are GEMS :)
i have a few good 'real' friends too.
i have a new moleskine. i need to break it in. everytime i think about doing so, i get really excited. but then i never do it.
we're getting 3 fucking newly renovated bathrooms. YES.


bad things in my life:
i think i just semi-witnessed a suicide today off the st john overpass.
i feel like i'm losing my very best friend.
my marks in possibly every class are going down.
my very best friend has still not replied to my text.
i feel alone.
i haven't felt truly compelled to do any sort of work in FOREVER. i'm like a dead soul or something. unconscious, uncaring; blank.

i don't know what to do.

plus i'm getting fat.